I want a new drug

The rat bastards at Starbucks did NOT come through for yours truly the other day. It was such an absolutely shit day that it’s possible even an IV of espresso wouldn’t have been able to save the day. At least I survived. Onto the next rant.

I just loved Huey Lewis back in the day. That song (see post title)was so confusing to me when I first heard it. I understand better now what he was saying. I think I have the beginnings of the answers that will help me.

Tomorrow I go to the doctor to discuss new treatment options so I can get my shit together. I’m sick of being under the weather both emotionally and physically. I’ve had a serious sinus infection for 3 weeks and I think maybe it’s gotten bad enough that the bloodstream is involved. My hormones are so out of whack I look like a pimple faced teenager. It’s so freaking gross to have cystic acne at my age. Nothing short of Bond-o will cover it up either.

Steroids, anti-biotics, anxiety med, up the antidepressant , and hopefully some sexual healing as well (not from the doctor…ewww)

I have taken the steps into a new adventure this week, should it work out, it could make for some very interesting fodder for the blog. That is if, if I can work up the nerve to post about it.

Here’s to this week being almost over!

I need a massage and to stop whining

Want some cheese with that whine?

 

I really, really, really need a massage today. I have a huge ball of tension at the base of my neck radiating down into my left scapular space.
I feel very twitchy and stabby because of it.
Having an aversion to strangers touching me so intimately raises my hackles and I can’t relax to get much needed relief.
Is there some sort of pressure point that can a massage therapist can push on that would knock my ass out so I could the massage without losing my ever-loving shit?
I wish there were an emergency hot tub I soak my aching limbs within.
It is not to be but a dream or a wish.

I need a massage, money and to the remember the following daily.

“What you’re supposed to do when you don’t like a thing is change it. If you can’t change it, change the way you think about it. Don’t complain.”
― Maya Angelou