I am neither here nor there.
I am meek, I am wild.
I want slow, I want fast.
I want your touch, get the fuck away from me.
I care too much, I don’t care at all.
I’m scared, I am a fighter.
You’ve hurt me. I’ve healed me.
I hate you. I love you.
I become obsessed. I am apathetic.
Broken and scarred. Alive and aware.
push, pull, flee, fight, cry, scream, ache, grieve, laugh, touch, pain, rage, die, drown, burn, awaken.
Noise, lights, sound, feel, taste, perceive, wish, dream, reality
It’s all too much and not enough.
It’ all real, it’s all fake.
Do I need or want these labels? Do they make up the sum of me?
What do I want?
What do I need?
Can you be what I need? Can you be what I want?
What am I to you?